Thursday, July 30, 2009

Amazing paper art

I admit that i like robots very much. It's normal for a young boy. However, i won't know what is Gundam, even though they are very famous among teenagers.


For me, the structures of the robots will be much more attractive to me compared to its defensive powers. The nerves, the vessels and every part of of robots, and even its every robotic movement seem luring to me.



Paper art, another artistic toys i just found even though it has been existed long time ago. It's equally structural amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ho!!!!!!!!!!




Amazing???

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I am stupid!!!

Guilty. The feeling that i fear the most. That is the feeling that tells me i did something wrong.

I am always aware with what i am doing for the moment, however, things become hard to control when i am really in the situation. Minds wonder around as if out of my control. I am very confident with my self-emotion management, but why i always fail to do so?

I am very afraid of failures. Failures, failures, failures. Again, again and again, for how many times i have to repeat these before getting my success?

I admit that i am not calm enough to face problems. When can i do it successfully??? I am really such a failure!!!!!!!!!!!!

When can i do things by following my own plan but not my emotion???

Internal Affairs

My another hobby is watching movies. However, i seldom found movies there are worthwhile for collection. One of the movies that i prefer the most is Internal affairs, starring Andy Lau, Tony Leong and Leo Lai.


What i like is about the storyline and even the characters in the movie, especially the inspector starred by Andy Lau. He was not considered as a total bad guy, but he showed conflicts in his character. His real identity was a spy from a syndicate and his job was to spoil police's plan in fighting crimes.

The reason i like the character is not about the way he covered his true identity among cops. I just wonder: how he managed his true feeling deep inside his heart? Could he tell himself to do the right things all the time? That was not something a normal human being can achieve. The conflicts inside his heart would never stop as that was not his own choice.


Another person i like, Inspector Chan Weng Yan in Internal Affair, starred by Tony Leong.

A real inspector that would never forget his true identity whenever how dangerous he was in the syndicate. The scene that i like the most is: when the Chan knew Lau's identity and he made his attempt to kill him on roof, Chan pointed his pistol on Lau's head and said calmly: Sorry, i am a cop.


That was his last word spoken before his death. We can imagine how loyal he was to his cop's identity.

Hope you all like this movie!!!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

What the amazing Lego!!!

I will never forget a painful experience during my childhood: My mum beat me seriously when i was caught from stealing a toy from neighbor's child, a small Lego man.

I have dreamed of having a set of the toys and that only came true when i reached my secondary age.

That has been a Lego exhibition in KL convention centre recently. It called upon my childhood nolstagia.






























Believe it or not? They are all made of Lego!!!

Homeliness

The second weekend i came back from college. My dad went to take me as usual.

As usual, he would ask me whether i am hungry so that we can go to have supper together. Even though i knew that was his excuse to have supper, i still went along with him.

My dad is a funny guy. He likes to use his only son as an excuse to do something he likes, just like having supper by telling my mum that his son is hungry. Or else my mum will nag at him again.

Two guys sat down without telling much. Just like two strangers having supper together. I kept finding out topics to chat with my dad, but i failed to do so. I just wondered why i failed.

People say i am a well-socialized person. That's true. I can mix around with people, even strangers without using much time. I can get topic to chat easily. But why i can't do it when i face my dearest parents?

Suddenly, i felt there is a distance between us. Communication gap always exists between my parents and i, but now it's getting larger.

Getting further from home, but i never miss my home. Soon homeliness may become homeless.

That's what i worry about.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Sun rise or sunset?

Another meaningful picture taken during my long vacation. The picture was taken in a railway station in Kuala Lumpur. It used to be the main railway station of the city. The historical building is now utilized as a train museum.

Sun rise or sunset? Just like another funny psychology test: by filling up water into a glass but not to make it full, then asking people whether it's half full or half empty?

The conclusion made from the test: those optimistic enough will probably answer half full whereas those pesismistic will probably say half empty.

Then from this picture, we may also get a simple logical conclusion:
optimistic people will see sun rise.
pesimistic people will see sunset.

However, my economics lecturer won't answer like that way for the glass-water test. People from different fields will give different types of answer based on their field of study.

An engineer may answer: How many liters of water need to fill up more? What is the volume of water needed?

They may also look at the picture and say: may i know the position of the observer?

They will give a more quantitative answer rather than simply giving a simple logical answer.

So, what conclusion can we make from engineer's mind?

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Greeting words to 2009/2010 intake

5th July, the day we have to check in to our residential college. The day that symbolizes new begin of my 3rd semester. New faces, new styles and even new bloods.

I am here to greet the new bloods of universiti Malaya. Welcome to universiti Malaya! Congratulations to all as you all are now in the FIRST CLASS university in Malaysia. Here you are going to start your another extend of your life, another different university life that you want to live!.

For those who are lucky enough to enter 2nd residential college, Welcome home! Soon here will be your second home and you will never think to go home!

University life, a different mode from high school life. You will have more freedom here, free to see, free to experience and free to know whatever people you like. Lecturers won't nag at you like your high schools teachers. Seniors won't nag at you like your parents. You yourself have to take care of all your own business because they are all your responsibility, your life.


I am sure that you all must be excited enough when being here. Certainly. Just like the time i was a junior. Greater exposures to different cultures compared to your high schools. Try to experience and learn from them. However, you may lose yourself easily unless you set your own goal, own direction in university. Manage your life with wisdom. It will help you a lot.


Few words from the bottom of my heart, pieces of my own experience. Explore the rest with your nature inquiry.

Good luck and all the best.